something i'm realizing as time drags by

life is meaningless trying to figure things out is meaningless everything is amazingly confusing and contradictory. that is without God nothing makes sense. you could try to prove something but without God it is contradicted by something else. If morality is just a matter of one mans opinion against anothers then there is no morality. If the matter of somethings usefulness is just an opion of one man against another then it is rendered completely and uterly worthless. Man has been trying make himself meaningful and worthy since the day Adam and Eve ate the forbidden fruit.